The mind can be radiant, but it is often dim and further darkened by all that it takes in. The commonplace individual isn't aware this is the case, and doesn't evolve the mind.
The mind can be radiant, and it can be liberated from that which makes it dark. The learned spiritual practitioner is aware of this and evolves the mind.
(Pabhassara Sutta: Radiant mind)
When a
new laptop is brought home from the store and removed from its packaging, the
computer will operate using its default, out-of-the-box settings. The system is oriented to implement basic tasks for
the garden-variety user. Over time the surrounding digital landscape changes,
bringing about new demands, such as new file formats or bugs, and at this juncture, the machine
requires simple updates or patches to continue performing well. Eventually, however, changes to the computing environment are
so great that an entire system upgrade will be required to keep
the laptop working smoothly. A new OS must be installed that allows it to execute all the newly
available file formats and applications without errors or lags.
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The
preceding paragraph will not provide new information to many of us, but it was
summarized to establish an analogy: the human brain arrives with basic settings
of fear and craving, which are then refined by a series of updates, performed
courtesy of our educational and social institutions, along with all the ideas
and practices transmitted from one mind to another courtesy of our dominant
culture, so that we become efficient producers and consumers. Our pre-installed
and subsequently refined motivation is none other than the naive tendency to
seek external solutions to internal discomfort (avijja in Pali, the Buddha’s recorded language), which keeps us hungering for more and
more sensual pleasures. We’re socially automated to seek
illusory protections from life’s inevitable experiences: aging, sickness,
setbacks, separations from the loved, being stuck with people and situations we
don’t enjoy, the final trauma of death itself. To that end we
crave and cling to anything that makes us feel safe, even for the shortest of
durations, such as financial security, friends,
gadgets, careers, sex, drugs, alcohol and so on.
With
every notable success in life, our operating system (OS) gives us the jolt of the
neurotransmitter dopamine, which makes us feel powerful and invulnerable. Unfortunately, the dopamine soon wears off, and we return to chase down that feeling of lasting
security. This striving, tanha, lies
at the core of the human mind’s OS, known in early Buddhism as samsara.
Samsara is the cycle of meaningless craving that propels the
human species, from generation to generation, to produce so much, so quickly.
We achieve, produce and consume in extremes, all out of the futile desire
to avoid what cannot be avoided.
It’s this very appetite for security and pleasure that is actually responsible for the greater part of our
stress and suffering because our brains acclimate
quickly and don’t reward us for the same old successes; we require continual,
novel achievements to provide us with more precious dopamine. Whether we
realize it or not, we are agitated junkies, looking for the next wondrous thing
to make all of life’s fear, boredom, loneliness and confusion dissolve.
Fortunately,
we reside in brains that are capable of vast and efficient rewiring, otherwise
known as neuroplasticity. As decades of research based on FMRI’s and other technologies demonstrate, how we use the mind
changes patterns of neural activity, even the brain’s physical organization
(note “Dynamic Mind” by Warren Chaney, 2007 amongst many sources). Rewiring the
mind even occurs courtesy of our thinking process. As an
example, imagining practicing a piano, rather than actually
playing one, rewires the somatosensory region of the brain responsible for
processing the sensations of fingertips, which are essential in piano playing
(“The Brain That Plays Music and Is Changed by It” Pascual-Leone, Behavioral
Neurology Unit, Harvard.) So whether through action or thought, our ability to
rewire the brain is both exceptional and promising.
However,
our default settings require a great deal
of effort to modify, as the genome that determines the brain’s anatomical
structure has gone unchanged for the past 50,000 years, when the first signs of
advanced human behavior appeared. Many of our programs and OS
settings were established for tasks that no longer exist. During the first
major upgrade to the mind, which occurred in the Paleolithic era, the
hunter-gatherer had a life expectancy of roughly 30 years and faced numerous,
daily threats to survival. (For example, spotting and hiding from the wild
boars or rampaging elephants, which were present even during
the time of the Buddha.)
Today we may set our sights on more refined goals, such as
sustainable contentment in life, yet the brain’s wiring remains archaic. Behaviors have been passed down through thousands of human
generations, the bulk of which lived well before we achieved the relative
security of our modern lifestyles. (As scientist Steven Pinker notes in “The
Surprising Decline in Violence,” we live in the most peaceful
time this species has known.) The result is that we inherit a mind that’s
hardwired towards needless fear, runs unnecessary,
inefficient programs that produce a lifetime of inessential stress and anxiety.
What we need is more than an “update” or minor therapeutic and/or
spiritual patches to keep us running smoothly; we require an operating
“upgrade,” a foundational install of entirely new operating environment. To our great advantage the Buddha, and subsequent spiritual practitioners, provided
us with tools that allow us to modify all our default settings. We're upgrading
the mind from its outdated presets towards a new state of awareness. Below we’ll review some of our default
settings, then discuss a method for upgrading the settings to perform in a more
appropriate manner.
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Original Brain Setting: Reward and Resistance Priming
Starting
with the older regions of the brain, the seat of our core emotional states rest
upon our immediate, survival-based replies to stimuli. Our “gut reactions” boil
down to a) being drawn towards that which makes us feel safe and b) being
distressed and agitated by anything remotely threatening. These twin settings
provide the engine of craving, or tanha,
which lies at the core of human affliction. In understanding these core
programs, we should review two regions of the brain:
1) The nucleus accumbens is a
region that sits at the core of the brain's
dopamine reward system and drives us toward whatever it
associates with immediate stress relief. This part of the
brain doesn’t process the long term consequences of our choices because it’s set to remunerate us with a pleasurable jolt
of dopamine. (unnecessary; the nature of which has been
introduced earlier.) Once again, it’s the
dopamine that, after our humorous remark makes other people howl with laughter,
provides us with the feelings of being accepted
and loved. Dopamine makes us feel we’re part of
a clan that will protect us, and we feel, momentarily, safe.
Alas, the dopamine breaks down quickly and leaves us once again vulnerable and
insecure. In this state dopamine primes us to seek another accomplishment. When we perceive the external sources we’ve associated with
security and advantage—money, approval, sensual pleasures, fame, etc.—the brain releases a little dopamine as an incentive to Get going
and get more. In essence, it reminds us of the big payoff by giving us
a little taste of its medicine. This tagging of objects as desirable is done
before conscious awareness or any possible intervention, as it employs a fast
neural pathway that creates a physical and mental state of longing. Such
preconscious mechanisms are primings: we salivate at the thought of our cake,
feel warm remembering words of approval from loved ones, feel energized by the
thought of a vacation, etc. However, there’s a way to
modify this program, which will be reviewed shortly.
2) The amygdala, conversely, conditions us
to avoid anything we've associated with threatening situations or feelings of
insecurity. For example, if we feel embarrassed during a romantic encounter, we
can expect to feel a sense of anxiety in subsequent sexual
connections; a joke that flops may result in our being reluctant to venture further attempts at humor in social gatherings.
Beyond the obvious drawbacks of anxiety—it makes it even more difficult to
master awkward situations—many of the associations established by our fear
mechanisms are needlessly distressing. For example,
after a car accident, from then on we may feel panic arise when we hear the
same music that was playing via the car’s audio system during the crash. Of
course, the music had nothing to do with the traumatic event, but the amygdala
doesn’t know that; it simply records every stimuli it can during a threatening
situation and tags them all as dangerous. In subsequent encounters adrenaline
and cortisol are released, creating the fight or flight response. Over the course of a life,
literally thousands of innocent people, places, situations and things can
provoke needless fear in the human heart. Similarly to our dopamine reward
system, our fear pathways are faster than our conscious minds, and so we are
physically primed: thoughts or perceptions of threatening situations create a tight stomach, locked jaw, racing heartbeat, sweating
and hair standing on end, etc.
Consequently,
we avoid many useful, empowering experiences and gravitate again and again
towards the predictable and easy. The gist of such attraction-avoidance priming
(what the Buddha called vedana) is we
are often tense, prepared to fight off threats that are
real or imagined, and this results in a great deal of mental and physical
suffering. Releasing cortisol—while providing its short term alertness—over
sustained periods of time has dire consequences, from
decreased sleep, immune systems, heart disease and stroke, Alzheimer’s disease, panic attacks and anxiety disorders. In other
words, it’s hardly in our long term best interests.
Upgrade: 20 - 30 Minutes of Meditation per Day
Certainly,
we cannot switch off the brain’s core reward and resistance systems, and such a
choice would leave one unmotivated and slow to react in threatening situations,
though we can upgrade its performance, aiming for less overstimulation and
priming. Several studies (most recently by Harvard and Emory University) have
demonstrated that concentration and mindfulness based meditation reduces
activation of the amygdala and its response to emotional stimuli. Researchers
at Massachusetts General Hospital have documented noticeable thickening of
structures associated with memory, attention, introspection and emotion
regulation between the brains of meditation practitioners and those with no
meditation experience. Amazingly, these
differences were noted after two months of daily half hour meditation.
For this
upgrade, one straightforward solution is to exploit the virtually unlimited
supply of guided meditations available online (for example, guided meditations
by renunciates such as Ajahns Sucitto, Brahm, Viradhammo or Sundara, Ayya Khema
or lay teachers such as Tara Brach or Joseph Goldstein). All that’s required is
for us to sit quietly and listen to the instructions,
which generally involve focusing on the breath, body sensations or background
sounds or any other spontaneously arising phenomena.
Beyond
developing stable concentration, there’s a crucial stage during which we can
interrupt craving and clinging as it arises in the mind. As related previously,
craving first appears physically, as involuntary gut reactions we are incapable
of preventing because such priming occurs before we
can consciously intervene. Yet we can, over time and practice, develop the
ability to experience our reactions without adding additional thought,
planning, agreement, disagreement or action. We simply feel all the physical
sensations that are present—the somatic expressions of craving or fear—relaxing
the breath and body wherever possible. This practice is known as mindfulness (sati) which develops the peacefulness of
equanimity (upekkha), a state of mind
that remains serenely unmoved by impulses, urges, and inclinations. The effectiveness of
mindfulness cannot be overestimated, and it provides the core tools of
contemporary therapies such as Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction (MBSR),
Mindfulness Based Cognitive Therapy (MBCT), Dialectical Behavioral Therapy
(DBT) and Acceptance based therapies.
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Original Brain Setting: Default Brain Brownout
Also
worth scrutiny is the fallback setting of attentional mind, known as default mode network. This is the mind
in its wandering state, in which we spend 47% of our waking hours. This is an
idle state during which the region of the brain responsible for focused
attention—the anterior cingulate cortex or ACC—doesn’t regard a task worthy of
sustained attention, and so it moves our awareness freely from one topic to
another: fears, memories, fantasies. For example, during a familiar or
repetitive chore, such as taking a shower or riding a train to work, we may
find ourselves drifting off into reverie.
Though
one might assume our “idle mode” should be a pleasant,
comfortable status, this is not the case, as the roaming mind is generally an
agitated mind. As a recent Harvard study by psychologists Matthew Killingsworth
and Daniel Gilbert documented, we're happiest when fully present and fully
cognizant of what we're doing. The study of 2,250 volunteers demonstrated that
happiness is less a matter of the nature of the task we’re engaged in, but
rather the degree of presence and focus we sustain while doing anything. The
research found that unmoored attention causes unhappiness, rather than vice
versa.
Perhaps
matters are made worse by which thoughts and mental content our unsettled
attention spans tend to gravitate towards, namely self-centered ideation:
envisioning what might happen in the future, concerns about how we appear to
others, memories of past disappointments. These idle stopovers can easily
trigger the fear mechanisms of the amygdala, releasing stress hormones and
initiating physical tension and mental agitation. Eventually a vicious cycle
can appear in life as the untethered mind drifts toward
dramatic and self-involved thoughts, which inadvertently prompts fear
reactions, which in turn lead to dissociative escapist fantasies. The jumpy mind becomes a way of life. So it’s not what we’re doing, but how
committed we are to doing it that matters in establishing happiness and peace
of mind. Or, as George Harrison sang in Be Here Now: “A mind that wants to wander
round a corner is an unwise mind.”
It’s
worth stopping here and noting that much of contemporary social practice
promotes and engages in multitasking as a way of life. A survey by the Kaiser
Family Foundation (“Generation M2: Media in the lives of 8 - 18 year olds.”)
establish that by age 8 children spend 7.5 hours each day, or 53 hours a week
with digital media, less than 11 hours of which conveys any content or information.
Moreover, throughout our culture, the successful are depicted as
jumping back and forth from smart phone texts to interpersonal discussions, as
if divided attention is the motor of achievement. This is not the case, and multitasking is implicated in what has been called “brain brownout.” Carnegie Mellon’s Center for Cognitive
Brain Imaging has documented that when our
attention is divided between two tasks—such as cell phone and driving—the brain
activity required for the tasks was reduced by upwards of 40 percent. “The
distracting task draws away power, creating something like a brown out in the
brain,” explained the research director Marcel Just (Baltimore Sun, 2008). With
our focus restless we are more likely to make mistakes.
One
might wonder, given its long term negative consequences, why the brain has
evolved to prefer chasing after random thoughts over sustained focus? The
answer seems to be that untethered thought is useful during uncommon situations, such as a lingering crisis when problems or threats have
been unsuccessfully faced and require additional problem solving. At one point
in human history, it was necessary to continue
brainstorming on pressing issues and imminent, menacing encounters, however,
this neural predilection is now largely outdated.
Upgrade: Stay at Home in the World with
Mindfulness
So
wherever we find ourselves in life—walking on a beach or cleaning a bathroom—we
will be happier and less anxious if we rewired the ACC to remain focused on
whatever we’re engaged in. This requires keeping our minds anchored to one task
at a time, so that they don’t drift away, following
any old dramatic memory or fantasy that arises. To retrain the ACC we return to
the practice of mindfulness, whereby we mentally note the
actual sensations that comprise any present situation. We can pay attention to the contact sensations that our
feet feel with the earth beneath us or buttocks resting on a seat, the subtle
impressions of clothing on skin, the presence of background sounds and odors. We can then bring attention to body sensations, noting if
the breath is short or long, shallow or deep. We follow this by
scanning for somatic/physical expressions of ease or discomfort, uncovering the
tight stomach that grounds anxiousness, the locked jaw of disagreement or the
deflated chest sensations we might feel beneath craving or desire.
The
American Psychological Association lists, amongst many other benefits, reduced
rumination and stress reduction as the results of mindfulness practice. In 2010,
Hoffman et al (“The Effect of Mindfulness-Based Therapy on Anxiety and
Depression: A meta-analytic review”) presented a summary of 39 studies, based
on 1,140 participants, of mindfulness research. The conclusion, beyond any
reasonable error or research bias, was that meditation practitioners experience
less neural reactivity to stressful stimuli, less anxiety and depressive
ideation, along with greater attentional focus.
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Original Brain Setting: Me Against the World
The mind
has a tendency to maintain—particularly in stressful situations—a constant
sense of self-versus-other, along with feelings of being trapped in repeating
experiences. For example, during the first day at a new place of employment, we
might find ourselves taking the most neutral remarks as criticisms, passing
glances as indications of being harshly judged. Additionally, given our
inexperience at the new tasks, we may add the additional stressful thought:
“What a mistake, I’ll never be good at this job! I’ve made such a mistake agreeing
to work here...” At this point the body tenses, muscles contract, awareness
becomes hypervigilant (aroused, suspicious, similar at times to paranoia).
Perhaps, from a survival angle, working ourselves up into such an armored,
defensive state of body and mind may have once held advantage, but today these
habitual attitudes lead to a great deal of unnecessary suffering.
Why do we construct such a divide between what we consider to be
the internal and external? Anatomically, the sub regions of the
brain responsible for body awareness (or interoception) and spatial navigation,
such as the parietal lobe and insula cortex, provide us with a sense of where
we are physically in relation to the rest of the world, which in turn
constructs a feeling of I'm in here; you’re
out there. Interestingly, this sense of one’s location can change depending
on how cognizant we are of our torso and limbs. During certain
routines, such as yoga or meditation, one’s sense of location enlarges to
include the body as a container of self-awareness, and during
abstract reasoning, our sense of self can shrink, until we conceive of
awareness as located in a small region of the head.
Meanwhile,
impermanence is a feature of what’s known as the left superior temporal gyrus
and its gravitation towards “categorical perception.” These terms mean that the brain sorts objects and events
into specific, useful categories, at times skewing the features and qualities
to make them fit smoothly. We tend to group threats under the heading of
“constant” until experience—rather than logic or assurance from others—proves
other otherwise, for the brain would rather be safe than sorry. While these
slants—self vs. other, impermanence—are commonplace and quite natural, they
confine us in a state of ignorance as to the true nature of the mind. It’s
worth taking a moment to review this statement further.
Impermanence: each situation in life
is contingent not only on innumerable internal factors, but also internal
conditions, all of which contribute to the way we perceive each moment. Each
event is unrepeatable. Consider the view of a building outside our window.
While such a familiar site may not change visibly on a day by day basis, there
are other, internal qualities that frame each moment we look at the structure,
such as how tired or energetic we feel, how much physical stress and tension
we’re carrying, whether we are in pleasant or agitated moods, whether the mind
is distracted by other tasks or fully committed to this observation, even the
quality of our eyesight. The intersection of all these
changing states means the experience is in flux and will have evolved the next
time we look at the building. As the Buddha explained in the Loka Sutta:
“The
external world changes and falls away. Why? Our eyesight changes and falls
away, as does our hearing, faculties of smell, taste and touch. Even the mind
itself changes and falls away, and as everything depends on consciousness,
along with feelings of pleasure, pain or neutrality, to be known.”
In short, when we conceive of
events as enduring, we are fixating on external experience and failing to
notice the degree to which each conscious moment is the result of the mind’s
fleeting, underlying states.
Self vs. other: We can start with the
preceding reflection that all experience occurs within the mind and is filtered
and distorted by it. We continue by noting that the farthest star we can
observe, along with the closest, innermost physical sensation we feel, are both
mental representation occurring in our consciousness. Neither is occurring “outside” of anything; they both arise and pass in our
awareness.
Another way to frame this idea:
research indicates that the limited data arriving to the retina provides only a
fraction of what the occipital lobe presents to us as “out there.” In fact,
very event of our life has materialized in a largely sealed off reproduction.
For all our senses are interpreted, altered and reanimated by the mind. Or, as
Rick Hanson put it so memorably in his book Buddha’s Brain: “Your
brain simulates the world—each of us lives in a virtual reality that’s close
enough to the real thing that we don’t bump into the furniture.”
Rather
than getting lost in needless speculation about subjectivity and illusory
nature of what’s real, all we need understand is that there what’s “out there”
is always revised and fiddled with before it wind up “in here.” In other words, as the Buddha put it, "The mind is the author of all we perceive, nothing
comes before it." Believing in permanence, or in a solid dualistic divide
between internal and external, conceals the biased, slanted and contingent
quality of all that we have witnessed, all that we have based our beliefs and
views upon.
So why is all of this important? Ignorance
of the mind’s role in distorting our experience towards the personal and the
permanent results in overemphasizing the role that external conditions play in
creating experience. As a consequence we blame
those around us for our frustrations, setbacks and disappointments. Our misguided faith in the objectivity of our perceptions
leaves us defensive, believing that stress is the result of being picked on by the universe. We gravitate to the belief that we are
victims, which keeps us blind to comprehending the mind’s signature in creating
our suffering. After all, we can’t
control the world or other people, but we can change the way we use our minds.
When we take responsibility for our
suffering, we begin the path of healing and liberation. The Buddha’s very
take on karma, or causation of suffering in life, requires understanding that
stress is largely the result of our actions, not those of others, and that
every state of being is fleeting.
Upgrade: Vipassana Insight Techniques
As
stated earlier, the brain regions that categorize and dualize experience tend
to resist logic and reason, preferring actual first-hand experience before
changing its perspectives. Given that our default settings keep us in defensive
postures, the brain prefers to hold on to these outlooks, while overlooking the
useless agitation they entail. So we must demonstrate to the mind that all
experience is not lasting (Anicca) nor personal (Anatta). Vipassana meditation
starts out similarly to concentration—breath or body focused—meditation, but
after some stability has been achieved, body awareness or judgment free listening to background sounds, our attention
is opened to note the mind’s content as it arises—its perceptions, thoughts,
memories, fears and fantasies. At this point the original
object of our concentration—perhaps the breath, body or sounds—provides us with
an “anchor” that keeps the mind from being baited and hooked by whatever
thought or content is passing through the mind.
If we
maintain a calm, stable awareness, resting on the breath sensations as
experienced in the abdomen, we have enough space and distance from the thoughts
moving through the head above to remain detached (most
people report experiencing thoughts as arising and passing behind the eyes,
between the ears). Having some distance, we note each visitor while we avoid being trapped or ensnared by the thought, not
allowing its intriguing images to lure us away from present awareness. Instead,
we ground awareness in sensations of the body, without judgment or resistance. We can watch how each thought resonates in the breath
or body; we can note how thoughts try to envelope us through repetition, dark
threats, insults, promises, etc. Over time Vipassana demonstrates that
everything that visits the mind eventually passes. We observe how these
interlopers are not ours. They arise out of nowhere,
without intent. Many visitors turn out to be echoes of what
we’ve heard during conversations or through media channels, essentially the
transpersonal memes, to use Richard Dawkins word for ideas passed about from
one mind to the next. From the seat of detached awareness, we begin to witness
how nothing belongs to us—this is not an intellectual achievement, but rather
an experiential insight.
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In
summary, these upgrades, in conjunction with sustained ethical behavior, do not
result in harm to ourselves or others; they bring about a transformation to the
brain’s wiring, so that we're no longer governed by the preset, priming and
reactive mechanisms that have kept us caught up in greed, aversion and
self-centered delusion for so long. This practice is radical and
(r)evolutionary, for we’re refashioning the neural wiring of brain, upgrading
our minds so that, in the future, our experience will provide us with a safe
haven to reside in, rather than a distorted battlefield.
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Written June 2013, revised July 2013
Thanks to Malaika King Albrecht for editorial suggestions.
Thanks to Malaika King Albrecht for editorial suggestions.
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